Helena---My Chemical Romance
[Love this song too...]

Long ago
Just like the hearse, you died to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what?s the worst, yoo take from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain
Well, I've been holding on tonight

[chorus]
What's the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst, you take from every heart you break
And like a blade you stain
Well, I've been holding on tonight

[chorus]
What's the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again, when both our cars collide

[chorus]
What's the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Dirty Little Secret---All American Rejects
[I love this song!]

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And now I try to lie
It?s eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

Look at Me
By: Raven Snow
©2005
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When you look at me,
I don't see anything but a void.
When I look at you,
I don't see myself in your eyes.

[Chorus]
Hey! You don't know me,
Yeah, yeah.
We don't know each other anymore!
You. Just. Have. To. Deal. With. It...

When I look outside,
I don't see you,
It's not a surprise.
Then I look above,
Tryin' to forget,
About our fake love.

[Chorus]

Then I call you up,
You just said,
'I'm still in your head,'
Then I replied,
'No you're not.
In my head, you are dead.'

[Chorus]

Well, now I see,
The real side, the real side of you and me.
It's true, yes it is,
I don't want to be with you.

Now it's off my chest,
I can, I can breathe again.
I'm glad it became like this-
You suck anyways!
Hey-ay.

Hey!
You don't me,
Yeah, yeah,
Our love was like Splenda,
Artificially sweet.
But I actually, at one point liked you!

Hey-ay...

Yep. =3

Silk Purple
Sun Daze Velvetine Dress
Sun Daze Velvetine Shoes
Royale Purple Pimpin Hat
Fairy Wings
Flower Wrist Band
Light Gray Leg Warmers
Winged Anklets

No one comes here anymore? What happened? Tracey? Warren? How sad. =( You make me cry.

So, yesterday I had a fever. I wasn't feeling well, but I went to school anyways. It was, like an almost snow day because buses were cancelled. My mom had to drop me off at school. So, after school, Gloria, Breanne, Deyna and I went to the library. We played Eye Spy Spooky! LOL And, we went on Gaia Online. So you know, Gaia is NOT gay! Everyone says it's stupid and a waste of time. It's not once you're rich. I am. Tee hee.  So, I was the last to leave. Awww...So, I was sitting there doing my Silver Birch work (I'm on my 7th book now.) When Adam and JJ came. So, Adam is this guy who is considered "gangsta" and always gets into trouble. He's like...Jamaican...I think. So anyways, he asked if I was in Danyal's class and I said, yah, so then he was like does Danyal get into a lot of trouble and I was like, sorta, then he was like who gets the most detentions in your class, and I was like this weird guy, and he was like Rahim? And I was like yea. Then he asked if we had any homework, I was like a little, then he was like this guy wants to go out with you (so jokes) and I was like no way, guy. and he was like seriously, if you say yeah, he'll say yeah, and i was like no. then he was like do you like danyal? no. ryan? no, but breanne does. then he was like it's because breanne and marianna got me and ryan really pissed off last year, then i threatened to kill her and got uspended.  and he listed all these other guys and i was like no. and before he got to say anything i was just like NO. and he was like are you the smartest kid in your class? and i'm like no, and he said then who is? i was like alan is. then he was like do you like him? then i was like no, he's gay...then they laughed *laughs* so he said whos he? i was like "a barondale kid" then he was like did you go to barondale and i was like no. then he was like if i was to hook you up -no- =just saying= with ryan, would you say yes? eww, no-just leave me alone, guy! then he was like the only reason i'm saying ryan so much is becuase he likes u, and i'm like no. and he was like fine, don't belive me. eww...so yeah...the  they left me alone cuz they were eating candy O_o  so after like a few minutes, my dad came and pick me up, and he was like remember my name...adam...adam...and i just ignored him. so, like i still have a sore throat and a headache today, but my fevers gone. yah! bye ¢¾RavenSnow

No one comes here anymore...only the occaisional visitor that I do not know. That sucks. Well, I'm only updating because I'm that bored. I also need the music url for my Xanga site. It's www.xanga.com/cancukie. Feel free to visit it any time.

<3 ®a\/eN

P.S. Go on Gaia! (or Neopets...)

It's so boring. That's it. Tracey...why don't you go on Gaia anymore? That just plain sucks. Only some people from Bristol, Michelle, Stella & Jessica do. (awww) Anyways...how's life everyone? Life at Fallingbrook...you guys are so lucky you have exploratories. We don't. That just plain sucks. Sucks. Sucks. Sucks. Anyways, the people that sit at my table are interesting. Well, there are only two other people. *lol* So theres Theniesha (sp?) and Ryan. Oh, and gym SUCKS!!! We have to run laps around the soccer field, and if we talk in the hallways- we get 40 push ups...AHHHHHHHHHHHH anyways, hope you aren't bored...and please go on gaia!!! www.gaiaonline.com
thanks bunches...
laterz,
         Raven